Yeah, I guess that is one of the things I dread most happening, even though I know it is destined to happen. I know that I will not be in a long-term relationship with her, but I know that I would remember her forever. I just fear that she will forget me and not ever think of me again. I do have a little bit of 2nd thoughts with this. I just wonder if I will mean anything special to her. Knowing that I probably won’t actually hurts me a lot. It’s like over in a flash, and you want to make something that lasts. I never hoped I’d lose my virginity in something so temporary, but more of a “true love” relationship. It stings for me, I guess, that she would never want me how I guess I might like her. It just stings.