Oh Flint you are probably right. However for someone like me, this is a huge decision. Last time i was in Vegas, I almost went out to Sheri’s but chickened out or decided against it. So I feel I have made progress this time as I two more details to work out and then everything is done.
I imagine when everything is done, I will feel a bit better, until it gets closer to the time when I could start having those feelings again.
But thank you for the advice and help Flint. I do appreciate it.